it is so easy to see, dysfunction between you and me, we must free up these tired souls, before this sadness kills us both. i tried and tired to let you know, i love you but im letting go, this may not last but i dont know. built a wall around my heart, never let it fall apart. strangely, i secretly wish it will fall down when i sleep. we have not hit the ground but doesnt mean that we're not still falling. i want for mine to pick you up, but your still too reluctant to accept my help. what a shame, i hope you find somewhere to place the blame. but until then the facts remain. if you dont know, then you cant care. and i show up, but your not there. but im waiting, and you want to, but still afraid that i'll desert you. everyday, with every word whispered we get so far away. the distance between us makes it so hard to stay, and nothing lasts forever but be honest babe, it hurts but it may be the only way.
anger sadness & disappointment. emotions are more than words can explain. ever felt on the verge of exploding? when you reach the climax of disappointment it turns to sadness and ultimately to anger. i dont know how to say it but its like when you expect someone to be the best they can be, then they disappoint you so badly you just feel like ripping their throats out of place. ohk that sounded very violent. but seriously...? i hate disappointment. its like the mother of all depressing emotions. it leaves you empty and stuck cause you can't do shit about it.
im drying my eyes and i'm gonna be on my way. i cant stay. i wont. and when i leave this time, i assure you that its for good. so let me go and we'll both be fine.